Yesterday when I looked at my watch it dawned on me - in less than two months I'll be a mom. Whoa! Talk about reality sinking in. Right now I feel like I can barely manage my life, much less be responsible for another.
In less than two months (ok, we're assuming the little guy is on time) we will be up all night addressing the needs of our little child. I look forward to it with excitement tinged with fear. Is it possible to self absorbed and to be a parent? I am thinking not and that so much of what I focus on today will soon be secondary. Right now I cannot comprehend it - and I wonder how long it will be before it all sinks in...
8 years ago
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